A BENEFICIAL FRIEND IN ME

I am afraid of friends

Cheaply bought with materials

Beneath a force that hold me down

They will be gone based on blame game.

I don't rely on promises

Eagerness that keep waiting

Every fail cost me enormous regret

Dependability has taught me great lesson.

I want to be an everyday sun

Without promises that settles needs

I want to be moist tender winds that blow

Which doesn't require a call to beg for a flow.

My dream is still green

Optimistic to taste its succulence

Patience waits to witness fulfilment of brim

Omission of fake friends entwined in pretence.

I have witnessed smile of hate

Intruded publicly through pals gate

Experience has cautioned me to value fate

Without rushing things that won't appear late.

I am learning loving myself

I will be faithful during my help

My hands won't let my heart down

And my instinct will warn before every fall.

Neuvino