lost in thought



My temperature keeps fluctuating within. When it's high, I really boil and shake. When it's low, fold and cover wholly.
The dreams won't stop coming. Short of certain answers. 

Can't figure out the meanings and why exactly. Can't sleep peacefully.
The strange calls from unknown and private lines chanting whatever but won't stop. My abdominal lining hits me.

In agony I cried Myself out to sleep with the little strength I've got left in me 'sleep darling
Where are you" was the question my heart pondered on. 
Who was I talking to? Was the query that filled my thoughts as though I was going to get an answer. 
But regardless I asked. 

Days turning into weeks and weeks into months and it doesn't seem like this plague has any intention of calling it a day. 
A lot has lost all that's dear to them including their hopes. But here I am confused in my feelings. 
Am I going to survive the next day? Only you know

Save me! 
Save us! 

© Iymmahnuel

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