I've been searching for a life time for something to satisfy me.
Walked distances and fought different wars to get a happy me.
It felt like I wasn't trying hard enough being me......
Regardless, I couldn't find that which I was looking for in me
Got tired and left everything to fate to define me.
Not knowing I was making a wrong choice for me.
A wise man once said if you want something, you fight for it. But that wasn't me.
I laid back hoping on fate to open the gates wide just for me.
I don't want to bore you with details so let's talk about you.
It did opened the gates, giving me you.
Everything seems too good that I didn't see the wrong I was doing.
With each day getting better but deep inside I was losing.
I thought I was happy little did I know that my happiness I was losing.
Go ahead and watch my heart burn with fire that you started in me, but I will never let you back in to put it out.
Everything happened so fast that I lost track of what I was doing.
Happiness even though it was temporary filled my heart I didn't know.
Suddenly everything changed but how could I not have known.
I lost facts and fictions and didn't know who to scold.
The love I thought I had vanished and i became so cold.
So cold that I didn't notice I was growing damn old.
This wasn't the kind of love I expected because that wasn't what I was told.
What wrong did I do to deserve that which I thought was gold.
Every night thoughts of you fill my heart.
Because I can't stop asking I if this was an act.
Reminiscing on the joy u gave me back then today it seems like there's no fact
I don't regret loving you.
©Iymmahnuel
Hmmmm. No Happy poem?
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