Have You Ever

TORN PAGES

Have you ever felt your life was empty

Like everything you did up til twenty

Was nothing and the only hope

You have is to escape the globe

To a new existence where you do

And redo all you've been put through

Often, I wonder if he was no pretender

And loved me truly before i surrendered

Cause it felt right to risk it all for him-for love

Dumb to perceive that he put us above 

And I did same to him or so I thought

Maybe I barely touched his shadow but fought

To convince this illusion to a love story as I plead

To forgive myself and his seeds in desperate need 

Of him as do I, while I long for a fast forward 

Of my present tense and hope towards

Resetting the curtains while i tear up the pages containing the love gone extinct, as I enrage

To keep up above the average-i declare I'm capable

Though, every second makes my attempt miserable.

#torn_pages.

©Asi